Disclaimer - I am very VERY grateful to be here to celebrate another New Year. Thank you JESUS! I could've been dead and gone - my being here means that you have work for me to do still, and I am willing and available to do it.
Now one more thing, the following post is a little silly, may not seem that serious to most, but hey - this is MY blog :)
With that being said - the human, 26 year old, single black female side of me feels like I have had the worst week ever! We all know that a woman's hair is her crown of beauty. And boy, I have felt straight up UGLY for the last few days. My self-esteem was really tested, and I FAILED. This last week of 2009 was a little rough for your girl...I'm 26, and I'm a girl, so appearances mean more than a little bit to me. This week, (from last Saturday to Thursday) I feel like my hair just straight up HATED me! It was crazy...I went to church on Sunday, and my hair looked OKAY, but I want to look more than okay. It was a little dry and bushy on the edges--I wasn't feeling that...
Monday - off to work I go - it actually was kinda cute -I pinned it up in the back...
Tuesday - BUSH BALL! I started out with my hair out - and had to run downstairs in the morning to buy some bobby pins to put it up - SMH.
Wednesday - not much better - my hair just continued to play me - I attempted to Flexi-Rod over night - did not at all work out the way I hoped, I looked so .....mediocre. Blah. Thursday - I broke out the flat iron - HAD to do it...and it still only looked ehhh, OKAY. I am so tired of being frustrated with HAIR!!!! GEESH, sometimes I just want to cut it all off!! Not to mention that my too-tight shirt had enough of my weight gain, and the top button popped off right in church! OMG, I am just so THROUGH with myself!
But I refuse to be defeated...today, FRIDAY -- thank GOD for Laurren, she put a relaxer in for me. I am off to a FABULOUS fresh Hair Start for the New Year, and my personal goal will be to keep it up. I want to look BEAUTIFUL and FLY everyday....I'm determined to give it all I've got...here we go!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
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